after many hours of thinking about it, i'm going to repost my first post without the pictures because that's just a dead give away of who i'm talking about, of course if you're reading this and know who i am then you already who i'm taking about.....please don't tell them, this is my rant page and that's all and this is really starting sound pathetic so i'm gonna stop.
picture unrelated but it about sums up how i feel right now.

cool but pretty fucking useless.